Should I Say from the Start

My name is Ari. I'm student third grade at Senior High School. Today as usual I have been waiting Lani. the girl who I like since 2 and a half years ago. I don't know wahta I am stupid guy who like someone secretly but this me I'm prefer doing something like the way it is. it is almost 7 a.m and I believe that Lani will come after few seconds.
" one, two, three ." my conjecture is never wrong.
someone who haste come into the school.
yes, that is Lani. The girl who I really like. I'm staring at her. her face is very beautiful. she has long hair and smooth eyes that makes me crazy about her.
I tried to give my best smile this morning but it's to akward so I decided don't do it.
" Morning Ari " She said to me while running.
" Mo.. Mo.. morning Lani " I couldn't believe my self. It was the most wonderful moment this morning.
I go and walk into the classs
" plakkk ...." Someone try to slap my head.
" Ari you look very happy, is there anything in your mind?"
 I'm just smiling at him
" Ari, are you sick?" he try to touch my forehead.
"ahhhh.... " I sigh
He is Tommy my best friend ever in my life. He is very kind and know if something makes me very happy this morning that because Lani.
Both of us entering the class after few moments our mathematic teacher Mr. Bambang come. He is the scariest teacher that I have met in my life.
The atmosphere of my class will gonna be changed when he came. After 2 hours finally this lesson finish.
every student feel so happy including me.
" Ri, why you never told her about your feeling?" suddenly Tommy give me that question.
"ahhh.. seriously?" I answer with wrinkle on my face
" come on Ri just answer my qouestion!"
" I don't know Tom, I thought that if I don't ready yet to say what I'm feeling to her."
" I just like to admire he secretly."
" But until when? do you want to hidding your feeling to her forever and how if other guy try to get her?"
I take a deep breath. There is bitterness in my heart when Tommy said that "if other guy try to get her?"
That stattement had been on my mind for the last 4 years after Tommy said that.
Yeah It was 4 years later after I graduated from my Senior High School.
After I graduated. I got the scholarship to continue my my study in German. I graduated from German Techonology Instittute. I come back to Indonesia because there is a company that contract me with good salary. After arrive in Indonesia I meet with my old friend in Senior High School including Tommy. I miis them so much but the one who is very I miss is Lani. I have been told if Lani will come to. We meet at one of restaurant in Jakarta. After we up to do. I saw a beautiful woman come to us. That is Lani the woman who I like since I was in senior high school. She look the same and more beautiful.
" Hai Ari long time not see you?" She said to me
" Pretty well" I said with my litlle ackward
All my friend sneer at me and they say if I never change
Suddenlly I see a guy with a beautiful kids come to her and smiling with us.
I wondering who is he? am I know him?
" Please introduce my husband guys and my child." She smile
My heart was broken when she said that and I'm talking by myself
"Should I say from the start to her if I love her."

The Disaster of My Birthday Cake

           Only  2 days left to my brithday party. This birthday party it’s very special because it’s gonna be my 17th birthday party. I’m very busy every days. Beside my homework as a student and My responsibility as the chief of students organization in my school. I’m the perfectionist. Everything that I do must be perfect. I feel so nervous to celebrate this party. There is something else that I want to do beside just celebrate my 17th birthday party. 

         I was submit the application for the scholarship of French Cooking School and for this oppotunity I would like to invite one of staff from French Cooking School to my brithday party. I wan to show her about my skill to make pastry in my bithday party. Cooking is my hobby that I like for entire of my life. My dream is to be a famous pastry chef and has bread shop that brach around the country. I have prepared anything to make my pastry. I feel so nervous in the last day before. I worry that are my preparation is good enough? I have planed to make my own pastry that never anybody taste before. I also have a plan to make my own gorgeous birthday cake. I insist no body can help me including my mom. I  don't want anybody interrupting my briliant ideas. This will ditermine my future as a pastry chef.

" ok that's all enough" I check everything by my self once again.

after all day long 12 hours before my birthday party.

all the cake is done and the result extremly statisfy me. Everython on the track.

1 hour before the party I try to get ready after exhasting day. I prepare my heart and my looking.

"It's gonna be okay!"

" I need to be confident about everything that had done." I try to inspirit my self.

Suddenly my mom come into my room with chaotic face.

" what happen mom?"

" Is anything okay?" I'm asking her with fears in my deeply heart

" oh ... I'm sorry darling." she look so sad

" what.."

"what happen mom?" I start panic

" you birthday cake is fell off." she try to calm me down

" what !!!!" I could believe my self.

Why should now? why should my birthday cake? Why should .....

" why mom? why is could be happened?" I'm asking her with an half unbelievable

" your little brother was nudging the table where the cake be put." My mother try to apologize.

I almost cry. this is my special day and someone that very important will came into my party. It's kind of disaster. The disaster of my bithday cake.

" Don't be upset darling!" 

"I have already ordered another cake to cake shop near our house."

"Believe me the taste will be better than you did."

" I promise to make explanation to a person who come from French Cooking School about the incident."

" I believe that you gonna be fine."

 I take a deep breath ...

" huuuuufff ....."

" Okay mom no problem, there is nothing we can do." I try to admit everything that had happened.

The girl who wear red dress

I was sitting by my self on bench at the park near my home. 

I was accompanied by my little note. I always here when I felt sick with anybody at home or school.

 I’m a lonely person who escape from the problem that need to be facing. 

There is a girl who attrack my sight. I had been seen her for  last three days. She had been wearing the same colour when the last time I saw her. That is red. I didn’t know. What that is her favorite colour or not. 

I saw her emptiness eyes look away the sky and the tinge of her smile.  

Without on purpose I wrote something about her with her picture that I draw on my note. 

Sometimes she looking at me. Maybe she knew if Iwas looking her secretly. 

After Few days I came back to the park because the problem that I couldn’t face off. Like before I saw that girl again sitting on the bench before me. I saw her crying. There is no her smile and gentle eyes. There is something different with her today. She didn’t wear thre red dress but the white dress. I thought maybe she had changed her mood today. When she felt happy she wore red dress and while she felt sad she wore white dress. I saw her tried to calm down her self after few moment and walked away. After the girl left I didn’t know my head is almost burst because the problem that I had. So I decided to back at home. I saw many people crowd around the road.

“ Help! Help! Help!”

“Somebody was hit  the car!!!”

That incident attract my attention. There are women and men who tried to help someone. Other men tried to lift up a girl who bleeding on the entire her body.

“ahh...” I almost jump out of my skin.

That girl was the girl who often I saw in the park who had been worn the red dress and today she wore white dress that was covered by  blood and made that dress look red.

That'swhy she looked very sad today whereas before today she had been worn the red dress

The Hidding Place

This month was our summer holiday. Mom drove me to went to ucle Dot's house. Uncle dot is one of mom's old friend. Mom said that ucle Dot is a good man and gentle but he is a little sensitive when somebody tried to touched his things that he warned before. Uncle Dot is a single parents since his wife Mrs. pope die 15 yeas ago. After his wife death his act a little mysterious. His house is placed in the top of hill where nobody lives there excepted him. Uncle Dot didn't had a single neighboor at all.  As usual every sumer holiday my mom always board out us with her friends because she need went to another town to make living. My mother is single parents. My parents was getting divorce since 3 years ago. I remember when I was at the six grades my mom and dad often quarrel day after day, week after week, and month after month. finally thet decided to divorce. I'm Darlyn. I 'm the first child. I have a brother named Tom and a sister named Anabeth. Even though, she is the youngest. She is very wise and clam not like me and Tom the boys who always fight about anything. We are barely agreed about something however we are very loving each other. When we were almost arrive in the uncle Dot's house. His house seem to be very fearful. There is no neighboor around here. His house was isolated but is quite big like a castle.
"knock ... knock ... knock" our mother tried to knock the door.
shortly somebody open the door
" is Dot at home?" asking mom to a man. The man that we knew as uncle Dot's maid.
" Yes, he is ... and you're? ' asking the man
" I am Melinda". Said mom
" oohh Mrs. Melinda your presence had been awaited by Mr. Dot, Please come in ". Said the man
We are come in into the ucle dot's house. It seems very sacred like a movie. I imagine that if this house was like a hoes that I read in my story book. There are a lot of secret chamber which had a lot of secret alley into unimaginable place.
" ohh my dear, Melinda  ...." said uncle Dot.
" yes, Dot ... How are you? long time not see you " said mom.
While mom talking with ucle Dot we are waiting in the the next room accompanied by uncle Dot's son named Geranld and his Maid.
Geranld is a naughty boy who had a lot curiousity.
After mom talked with uncle Dot, she left and ordered us to be a good child while mom went off.
Uncle Dot took us into our room and he said do not play off with his stuff.
after his leaving we tried to take a rest.
I heard Tom's voice from a far.
" Darlyn ... Darlyn ... !!!''
I  went out to my room and tried to find Tom's voice.
Suddenly I head Tom's voice in a room which not to far from mine. When I came in, I didn't saw Tom. i just heard his voice. when I was looking for him, I heard his voice in the huge wadrobe and i tried to open it. I saw a square hole at the buttom of the wadrobe and there is a stair to under. I take tourch in my pocket ad came into it. This place is very dark and a lot of alley. I saw another light in the corner and I ran came to it. I saw Tom.
" Darlyn ... Darlyn ... over here ... I want to show you something! follow me ! " said Tom
" what happen Tom? why you got here? what are you doing? you know that if uncle Dot's knew that we  were in here. We would get trouble."
" no he would not if he didn't know, just follow me and don't to much to talk, just follow me. you would be shocked with something that would be you seen."
 Tom made me curious and I decided to follow him.
" ahhh ..... "
I couldn't believe my self about something that had I seen.
" Tom, is that a dream? How can a lot of gold bars under here!!." I still didn't believe
suddenly somebody came
" I heard somebody was walking here!" said Tom
" Let's find the hiiding place.'
Tom and I ran away
other guy had looked us and tried to chase us.
I decide to scatter and make that guy confused
Tom succesful escape and the guy tried to chase me. I saw a light in the corner and finaly I find sun light but ...
That is a deadlock, I could go anywhere I heard the guy very close. I saw at down and there is a lake. that is the only way to escape and jump into the lake.
" byyuuurr  ..."
 I jump and I saw the guy searched me. I tried to hold the breath under the water for a long time until I felt i couldn't breath anymore. I felt so limp.
I felt somebody shake my body when I tried to open my eyes I saw uncle Dot, Tom, Anabeth and Geranld.
" You slept like a death". said uncle Dot
and I realize that was a dream

Sunday Morning

That alarm didn't stop wake me up. It made me fed up. When I want to turn of the alarm, I glance at the alarm and I realize that It almost 6 a.m .
I jump out of my skin and run away to take a bath. Suddenly,  "  duuaarr  ..." my head bump the door.
" shhhh   ...." I grope my head and  remember if  today was Sunday.
" oh my god, why I'm so forgetful."
 Today is my day off. I back into my room and tried to sleep again but after few moment I couldn't sleep at all. So I decided to went to the park and did some exercices at there. I got ready and tried asking permission to my mon.
" Are you okay?". With her mocking eyes
" ah mom, come on.  I am fine and I just want to". I complained
"Can I mom, please?". I beg
" Oh yes of course you can". She smile at me.
While I was running suddenly '" bbruukkk...." I bump somebody.
" ahhggghhh ...." I tried to get up.
" Sorry mam, sorry". said the man while searched his phone which fell off and came back talking with someone on the phone.
" He seems suspicious". I thought
The man who wearing black hoodie almost covering his face and anything in black. Especially, he was busy with his phone in the early morning. In this park? It didn't make sense. That wasn't a good time.
on the sly I tried to spy him. But he was missing from my eyes.
I saw crowd of people.
" What had happened?"
" Is that guy did something bad?"
I ran into the crowd and I saw someone who likely  a director movie and some stuff  for movie.
" ohhh .... "
I had wrong assume. That man who I thought was a criminal who want to do something bad. Actually is an actor who is taking a scene in a movie.
" ohhh come on. They were taking a movie scenes in the early morning, especialy in Sunday morning while everybody was doing exercise?"
"oh ... you was did the wrong thing in the wrong time and place!"
I shook  my head.